Where's our fortunate future?

Ok ok ok i have neglected this blog for quite some time ^^; im sorry but idk i just havent been doing nething lately i have been super bored XD but something have happed over the time i havent updated ^^; lets see....where did i leave off O.O holy crap thats a long time ago XD ok ill have fun for this update and tell you lotsa stuff but probly in aa much more condensed form XD....well i got another bf his name was Gil he had lotsa fun at movies and stuff XD hahaha so many good times.... (lets go to byerlys NOOOOOOOO!!!!! thats so 10 mins ago) lol yeah...but after like a month something bad happened he gots all mad at me and wanted to take a "break" hehe so we went on a break...but he forgot to tell me something very improtant...like IM MOVING TO ARIZONA AND I WILL NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN! lol yeah so thats ended pretty fast but it was fun ^^... July 1st marks our first J-rock day! god was that ever fun! Me kelli and michelle were at the party but carmen joined us to late... kelli left early *tear* she missed out on the bad/good stuff O.o but yeah i dont think ill mention the bad...cept poor michelle got in LOTS of trouble but somehow fixed it ^^ neway when kelli was there and carmen wasnt lol we planed on taking some pictures after we dressed up (and if u know j-rock then yeah WE DRESSED UP!) ^__^ we walked to the near-by park and gots many weird looks along the way...^__^ when we got to the park we made poses XD that sounds wrong but yeah took lotsa fun pictures ^^ then the baby O.o we really wanted a picture of us just biting the baby a little but instead we asked the mother of this delectable child if she could take a picture ^^ and it was a nice picture cept we all kinda looked like crap XD... all well then michelle was guiding us to he home again only to take the long short way XD but i did find a kick ass stick and some balls YES I FOUND SOME BALLS XD they were just lying on the side of the road poor things ._. so i took the yellow and blue spheres of wonder with me and carried thats stick all the way back (and by the way we stopped for a drink XD) and rested the stick but a tree in Michelle's front yard...hope its still there O.o.... and yeah kelli went home and blah blah blah idk what else to tell you.... lol ok sooooo i have been bored and summer sucks and im actually glad that school is starting early O.o yes me and school! wow never thought that wound happen huh? i go to work is you didnt know (at a church as a reception person) and today out of no where the priest starts talking to me... im like WHAT DO YOU WANT GO AWAY! so i pump up my diru and just smile and nod thank god he left XD i was gonna stab out his eyes ^^; and yeah i got a new videogame RESIDENT EVIL 4 is sooo kick ass! XD i love so many things about it...like the no ink ribbons and the pack leon has O.O Ooooh leon is actually hot XD *pets leon* neway im almost done with that game ^^ and now im bored again sitting here typing meh blog talking on aim and watching Inuyasha.... AHHHHHH x.x i wish i had a hug right now i want one ^__^
-Rayne-
(thats really short for like what all happened this summer o.o)

What do you think I am exactly?


^^ I havent updated in awhile and this thing is cool ^^

Thought i would update this blog...I just signed on to a Xanga account and kinda copied my blog theme there with this one
but i thouhg the Obscure theme was awesome! Uh im sick so i think ill sleep a bit or somethin...
-Rayne-

Hiya I havent updated in a long time, Im in the middle of finding another theme for my blog... But I got my nails done by that hott asain guy ^^ k here is what i did...
I was talking to my friends on what to say to him, but one problem my mom get her nails done 2... and that would be embracing... me flirting with the guy and my mom saying oooo thats sooo cute ^^
but my best friend kelli told me that i should find out how to say i want you in korean.... I didnt know how to say it so i tryed looking it up... but i failed, but i did find how to rite it in korean... so I wrote it on my hand ^^
I came in the nail salon and he was there ^^ (he likes me to by the way we r just to nervous to say nething *cough* PARENTS ARE THERE XD!) and i think his mom the owner of the place knows he likes me so she always wants him to do my nails i think she thinks its cute and i agree! any way like 2 mins he looked at my hand and i think he read/knew what it said XD!
and he was like its hot in here huh? Im like yes very! haha and we laugh/ look at each other then glance down nervously back down... ^^ and we talked about a few things every once in awhile like his hair ^^ (I was really tempted to pet him Y DIDNT I?!!!) but it was fun and when my nails were done drying i walked out and looked at him and winked XD...
^^ that made my day and maybe ill invite him with some of my friends to a movie or something get to know him better... (I know his name is Trong van Nygen, but idk if he knows my name ._.' and idk his age or grade he knows mine ^^ (my mom told him cuz he asked) but i better plan for a movie or something
-Rayne-

Hiya, Well my neigbor died, and my mom has to go to the hospital, and my best friend is sick, which means i have no friend right now... and im sad... V.V XD
but im soposed to be typing this paper thats due 2morrow and well i dont feel like it so i thought id update ^^
yes i may get in trouble, but im soooo bored, oh we got our grades omg... my lowest grade is religion XD
then like science... idc
my parents will be mad at me thou
-Rayne-

^^; im really bored its 8:55a.m and im listening to Psycho le Cému, no one is online, and like every channel on tv is about the pope dieing or w/e... and i just membered i have a blog so Yay! nothing much has happened cept im failing religion class again ^^; allwell it's religion. So im gonna do something cool like make 1000 cranes for dir en grey ^^(to bad idk how to make paper cranes 0.0) Ill probly listen to my newest diru cd now so ill update later.
-Rayne-

Uh-oh... ^^ i kinda did somethin bad, Well I dont even know why i did it ^^
...I'll just not pay anything, his family is loaded... Most of you dont even know why im talking about this
so ill tell ya, it all started when these guy brought a condom into the band room... lol
i know a condom, but they were to chicken to put it where they said they would XD
ON PRESCOTT'S OBOE duh lol
so me and my friend decided we would put it on lol
the next day he found it and i guess it broke somehow, but we never broke it XP
we just put the condom on.
so yeah better figure somethin out
-Rayne

I am listening to Withering to death.

LOL this is temp. I need to find better "new" pictures of Dir en grey ^^
Uh so till then it will kinda suck...Im not sure what kinda type color to pick O.o
^^ ill look 4 thous pics.

Ok here is what happened... My parents found out Im like failing religion class... and they are faithfull people when it comes to church and talking about church and Jesus... so they are really pissed off at me, and they dont know that im kinda out of it, like i dont really care about religion what so ever. So im grounded for like ever untill i can raise my grades, if I do i get to go to that camp with my friends. If not another gay year, but this time my sister is getting married and my mom is taking a vaction for like a month... which leaves me my lil sis and the person everone calls dad... but from now on im calling him his first name to piss him off. He wont leme go to the concert tonight because of my grades, and now my best friend cant go and her parents are pissed at her, and she just wanted to get out of the house, and she needed a ride home from me... well i can't go which leaves her at home, which means we will yet again have another day of doing nothing wrong and getting yelled at... But one good thing....
I GOT MY CD! ALL THOUS DAYS OF WAITING BY THE MAILBOX PAID OFF...
AND ITS AWESOME ^^
well I'm making a revenge plan againts my parents, well mostly Jerome (father) but yeah...
The only thing I'm happy about is Dir en grey ^^
Thanks Dir en grey for making me live just one more day before I kill myself ^^
-Rayne-